Yup. He smiles JUST LIKE Yoochun. He looks like him too. Since that fated day, my heart was pulled closer to him. Everyday wouldn't be complete without seeing him. That's why I curse Sunday cause we don't have classes. As day passed, me and my oh-so dearest friend, Krista, sensed something weird that could make my senstive heart leap.
He seems to be taking interest on us... particularly
Since the day that I almost collided with him in the stairs ( due to my vain attempt in preventing him and me meeting at one point. I ran the fastest speed my legs could manage, but still, he was faster than me so we almost collided. Get the picture? ) everything has been so weird. We caught him looking at us. When dismissal is there, we would always be behind his pack. ( just looking at his back makes me happy. ^^ ) And he would gradually slow down and turn his back, looking at us without, apparantely, us noticing. We did though. We have eyes like a hunter's when it comes to... dudes. Days have passed like that and my heart was about to burst due to happiness. But one day... well... actually last Wednesday...
My friend told me something.
When she was looking at him, he rolled his eyes. In a mean way. Effect on me? Disastrous. When going downstairs, they were, as always, ahead of us. Weird thing is I kept on shouting out my anger. Shouting is perfect for releasing anger, let me tell you that. Well anyway, that happened and he kept on looking at us. At that time, I didn't want anything in the whole world rather than him coming to me and telling me that everything's okay. Tough luck. That would never happen.
That day passed bay and I almost cried. Really. Out of anger and pain with just one single act.
The next day wasn't any better. Yesterday, Thursday, was hell. A friend again told me that some girl was trying to communicate with him. And he talked back. Again, what a simple act, but it completely ruined my day. Completely. To make matters worse? I was tremendously sick at that day. I really considered not attending review class for the next day ( apparentely today).
Well. That didn't happen and I still attended review classes today. Today can be called " hell day part 2". Yuup. Well, I attended just because something came into my mind.
My goal here is just to love you from afar. I have no idea why I wanted you to love me too when you have no idea about my feelings. Seeing you sometimes looking at my way makes me the happiest girl alive. Please. Just continue standing there and not turn your back on me. Just that. Please.
Yeah. I would love him from a far. I was confident on that. But something pushed me on the edge. I would tell you the details tomorrow cause I'm planning to stalk them ( yeah. that's how much i love him ) and see what would happen.
Initially, from what we heard, girls that I hate were asking them on going out. He answered yes. My heart broke. And I really don't know now.
As of now. That's all. Have a nice night. Or whatever. :D